Based on
"THE IMPOSTOR"
1953
“Olham was trembling. His teeth chattered. He looked from the knife to the body. ‘This can't be Olham,’ he said. His mind spun, everything was whirling. ‘Was I wrong?’ He gaped. ‘But if that's Olham, then I must be –'
He did not complete the sentence, only the first phrase. The blast was visible all the way to Alpha Centauri.”
There is a certain type of phobia characteristic of paranoid schizophrenia called Capgras delusion, in which a person is constantly paranoid that their loved ones have been all replaced by identical impostors. Imagine for a moment a world where that fear was not the result of a mental disorder, but an ever-present reality – this is the world that we find ourselves thrust into with this classic work by Philip K. Dick. Our protagonist Spence Olham has been accused of not being who he thinks he is, but rather a dangerous alien weapon that has been programmed to infiltrate Earth and destroy it. When he tries to speak what he knows to be the truth, he is even told that this weapon would be programmed to have the same memories as Olham and not even know that it wasn’t human. Throughout this thrilling journey, Spence needs to prove that he is not the Impostor and that the whole situation is a result of what has been failed to be seen. But the chilling reality is that he doesn’t even know whether he really is who he thinks he is.
The lyrics to our rendition start off as saying, “Between/The truth and what we see/There lies the casualty/Of what we’ve become.” Of what we’ve become – not just what has become of Olham, but what desperate times turn people in general into. And while in the end of this story Olham realizes who he really is and destroys the Earth along with himself, there is no denying that the humans in the story should have seen this coming. Blinded to the reality of it all – as in all of PKD’s war stories – mankind eventually destroys itself, whether by planetary nuclear war, intergalactic war, or in this case, the war within their very minds. And just as there is always a paranoia within the minds of mankind in this story that turns out to be true, maybe we should pay closer attention to the “Impostor” within our own minds, or in other words: what we become between the truth and what we see.
Between
The truth and what we see
There lies the casualty
Of what we’ve become
They’ve hidden their secret weapon
As one of us
Outside he is no different
From the one he is not
Beyond the world we know
And what we suppose
Not even he truly knows
The real threat
Lies within
Accused as a danger
To humanity
No! I can’t believe it
This can’t be happening
I must prove that I’m a victim
Of what they’ve failed to see
I must prove that I’m a victim
Of some crazy scheme
Beyond the world we know
And what we suppose
Not even he truly knows
Beyond the world we see
And what we believe
There is a possibility
The real threat
Lies within
It’s not the world we know
It’s what we have done
Refusing to live this life as one
It’s not the world I see
How could it be me?
Please tell me that this is just a dream
If I’m not me…
Then I must be….
LYRICS: Mike Mantecon, Audun Liland
VOCALS: Audun Liland
DRUMS: Daniele Crisafulli
BASS: Marco Scippacercola
GUITARS: Marco Germani
KEYS/SYNTHS: Stefano Bonatti
PRODUCTION: Marco Germani, Audun Liland
MIXING: Marco Germani
MASTERING: Marco Germani
ARTWORK: The Invisible Presence
CORE IMAGES: Greyson Joralemon, Alex Jodoin & Delfi de la Rua